Turning Tables

I feel empty inside. Not having you by my side makes me feel like a shadow, a mere spectrum who wonders this sad world alone. I am fully aware that you are no good for me, but still, you are the one who makes me tick, the only who makes me want to risk everything for a moment together, a touch, a kiss... You are the reason I can't sleep at night, the reason I mourn every day for loosing what I never trully had.
Why? You are no good for me, but still, I would be able of turning tables because of you. I would turn my entire world upside down for you, for your touch, for your kisses.
Why? When you pretend not even to know me when others are around. When you only want me sometimes, when you feel like it. When I want to give myself to you, but you only want to take me by strenght. You are no good for me. But still. I want you with every single piece of my body and soul, but still, you are no good for me.
I want you but I cannot love you. You are no good for me. I won't keep truning tables for you. It is time to say goodbye to what I thought we had. To what you think we still have.