born in the light

I was born in the light,
But you brought me to the darkness.
Now you’re gone into the light
And I’m trying to come back,
But you just stare
As I strugle against my most secret fears,
As I try to stay with you,
As I cry out for your help.
And you just stand in the light and stare...
Now the light is my death
And the darkness is my home,
And I cry.
I cry because you prefer to watch me die
Instead of returning home to my restless soul.
I cry because I used to love to hate you,
But now I just hate to love you.